hate that I love you so much

This love she brings is bad for my health
but I dont want  anybody else
she brings me lies
and tons of distrust
to be in love and be in pain seems  like a must
cause its like your love is a stick shift with no clutch
I dont know why I hate to to love her so much

I feel like a stray dog I have no home
due to the lack of love she has shown
its feels like my love you dont condone
but it seems like the more you hate me the more my love have grown
so I do understand why my heart melt with every touch
I just hate that I love you so much

and I know a love like this is unwise
she even said it is you that I despise
but no mater how much she hates me I try to realize
that she has some love for me when I look in her eyes
but its like her love wont comply
Its like she just tear my heart out and throw it in the sky
and treat it like a bird in a hunters eye
I guess I dont think about the bad things and such
but I really hate that I love you so much

Its like the more I try to get you to realize
the more you try to make my love die
Its like a hurricane falling from the sky
to do damage on my soul until i die
your like an earthquake trying to shake up my love
but its still standing and sturdy enough
hoping that you will learn to love me as time fly
but it seems like a everlasting lie
but still I cant deny
and I dont know why
but I hate that I love you so much